THE HIDDEN LOVE

I'm not strong when you called me Sweety Pie Cutey. I'm not strong now be close to u. I  hold it for too long. I was felt so far away. loved you  without you know that now you know all about my feeling.
I'm ready to received whatever would happen. Just once I told, I love, love you yesterday, today and forever. I wait until the end of my time to call your love


Tired of painful heart mix. I was here expected more I could only said I could not said. I just hold it. I can not makes you feel the love that I have. This should be how unusual. You make me helpless. I ask the stars . Is it true that people are saying. My love is like a shepherd. Who craved the king's son. 


Feelings that I buried you, more than you knows. If you willing to open the door ofyour heart, believe me, you'll definitely will be knows. To share with you the whole time, so beautiful and meaningful to me  still hoping you'll understand, I'm here for you have. 
I hear you whispered softly between the the shadows of You Spoken words of love that once saved and did not want to go ...
An instant love was born, However to be a story that can not be forgotten I carved in my heart. And do not want to go Could I have love like this again? . Do not let me lose you ...


You're like a ghost continued to haunt me. No matter where my body goes, youcontinue to haunt I. I was wrong. I let you playing with my heart I could not destroy you off my mind
In the crowd I still felt lonely alone thinking about you. My body is here but not my soul that just felt empty. You've lived in my heart. You hold my heart and you write down your name ...... You write your name..

The Easiest & The Hardest

 Everything you do makes me

 fall in love with you. 

Only u can take me 

sailing in u're deepest eyes

Bring me to my knees and make me cry

But when I have loved you, you do not love me. You go away, makes my heart broke into -pieces.

THE EASIEST THING IN LIFE IS TO LOVE SOMEONE

THE HARDEST PART IS FINDING SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU BACK

STUPID SITES vs SKYPE

October 2011

This is the first time we met.. u said "at the stupid site" :D *LOL*.  U call me first and start all with a moving to Skype and we talked much to know each other.. i still remember about that day. 

Talking about my life, ur life..and the conversation flowed like water flowing from the mountain and then down to the river * jiaahhhh *. fluently. steeped in each other. steeped in our own lives.

U ask me, "why u sitting in the dark?r u ghost? "i'm not a ghost. *gw jawab cuma suka aja duduk di gelap-gelap* hahaha :D 

I hate my internet connection.It's too low..i think i would like to kicked out my modem and laptop. ;p. U said that  

U don't have a GF and "just enjoying spirit lonely life* .. 

"I guess. u need to try disconnecting the cam and reconnect it.Maybe it works. Be patient. We can make it work. Do it with peace of mind dot'n get tensed or irritated okay. do it peacefuly and then we will get the result haste always makes waste". I like when u said that. 

I Like U Because: 

Because you are friendly

Because you care

Because of your understanding

Because you're very mature

Because you are loving

Because you are able to make me love you at first

I Miss U When :

U said " My Heart is Racing Now"

Asking about What's My Fav Colour

Called me Sweety Cutey Pie *LOL*

"U in sleepy mood really Romantic"

You remember All that what I said to You

"Even we didnt work out together.. Your still my Sunset. And i know that you and I are two worlds apart, But you will always be the one to have my heart. I'm gonna love you THEN, NOW, and FOREVER  Cuz your my Sunset .. ;)"